Mao actually killed over 110 million Chinese in 27 years and the Soviets killed 70-80 million in the former USSR in 71 years. Wanted to correct your stats. Have you ever read Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand ? That and The Vision Of Ayn Rand by Nathaniel Branden, a book of 527 pages text of his 20 NBI Lectures on Objectivism, would help you deal with your issues. Both are available from Amazon.
I'm available for consultation too.
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This was about an article I had at Occidental Observer a year ago.
Ayn Rand..whackjob.