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#1: Esso To: All (#0)

I talked to the hospital, they couldn't tell me much.

She was brought in because of abdominal/back pain and her heart stopped, she was resuscitated via CPR and her body temperature is being lowered to 93 degrees to maintain brain function until 2200 tonight when it will be brought back up to normal.

They said they probably won't know much until tomorrow at the soonest.

Doesn't sound very good.

There's nothing I can do by going up there.

Esso posted on 2025-11-12 10:27:11 Reply Private Reply

#2: Esso To: Esso (#1)

I just got a call from her house, it was the guy who brought the clown car down to me a couple years ago on his lawnmower trailer.

He's going to be taking care of her doggos. I was worried about that.

He said he'd try to keep me up to speed about what's going on.

Esso posted on 2025-11-12 13:39:48 Reply Private Reply

#3: Horse To: Esso (#2)

I was exposed to the clot shot by using the elevator in my building. One man who was a friend but was not very bright. He told me that he was told that if he got the clot shot that it would protect him from cancer.

I previously mentioned how I protect myself from the clot shot. I was a victim of shedding. I take Nattokinase once a day 2 hours after a meal and 2 hours before. Separately, I follow the same procedure but with Bromelain.

I also discovered that 90 million Americans have parasites. I thought I might have parasites until I learned that taking cayenne 2 to 3 times a day killed all those parasites. Ditto for garlic.

Horse posted on 2025-11-12 14:42:07 Reply Private Reply

#4: Esso To: Horse (#3)

I'm not real hopeful for a good outcome. I've seen the end of this movie 22 times before since Biden started forcing the clot-shots on people.

Esso posted on 2025-11-12 15:44:38 Reply Private Reply

#5: Esso To: All (#4)

I got a call this morning from a guy named Mike that apparently goes way back with my sister and her first husband. It sounds like a real circus at her house.

It's probably best I'm not involved.

He told me my sister's heart was stopped for 8 minutes before she was resuscitated, not good.

I might have Kimmy call the hospital and talk to them tomorrow afternoon. I don't think they're being honest with me.

This idea that nobody can figure out why her heart just all-of-the-sudden stopped, leads me to believe it's clot-shot related.

Maybe Kim can shed some light on the situation. Maybe she has a secret tell-the-truth code between MDs or something.

Esso posted on 2025-11-13 10:16:21 Reply Private Reply

#6: Esso To: All (#5)

JUST IN - Senator Fetterman hospitalized today after collapsing due to a "ventricular fibrillation flare-up" on his early morning walk. [Video at source]

https://x.com/disclosetv/status/1989031386028658837

Esso posted on 2025-11-13 17:22:40 Reply Private Reply

#7: Esso To: All (#6)

No real news about my sister today. Maybe Kim can throw her weight around tomorrow, all 100 pounds of it, and get me some answers.

The only thing I can say is that there's a 4-faction turf war going on over control of her property. I know if I get involved I'll be the one who goes to jail.

I have names and cell phone data, I'll let the cops sort this one out after-the-fact.

I can't deal with people anymore. If I wanted to deal with crazy people, I would've become a shrink.

Esso posted on 2025-11-13 19:38:40 Reply Private Reply

#8: Esso To: Horse, Sling Blade (#7)

I don't like my older sister much. She's hated me since I was born. She wanted to be an only child.

I just made nice with her since my younger sister died in 2018 because we're the end of the line, but I'd be OK without her.

Kimmy dying is what scares the the fuck out of me. She was forced by Biden to take them too.

I've been 'Rockin' Around the Clock' today. The waiting is Hell, not knowing.

Esso posted on 2025-11-14 06:01:38 Reply Private Reply

#9: Esso To: All (#8)

"The waiting is Hell, not knowing."

That seems familiar, stand by one...

"I said the audience was heavenly, but the traveling was hell." It is now, not so much 40 years ago with Punk (Pam).

Esso posted on 2025-11-14 06:56:48 Reply Private Reply

#10: Esso To: Horse (#9)

The hospital just called wanting my consent to do an exploratory abdominal surgery on my sister, I wish Kimmy was here to take that call.

I'm assuming Mary isn't able to give her own consent. God, I hope I did the right thing.

They seemed to be in a big fuckin' hurry.

Esso posted on 2025-11-14 10:49:06 Reply Private Reply

#11: Esso To: All (#10)

How did I end up being the daddy for all these life and death decisions?

I'm gonna try to sack out for a little bit. I've got 30+ hours under my belt.

Esso posted on 2025-11-14 11:13:41 Reply Private Reply

#12: Pinguinite To: Esso (#5)

>>He told me my sister's heart was stopped for 8 minutes before she was resuscitated, not good.

...at all. That's not holding your breath that long, of course, as blood still circulates, oxygenating brain cells. I think only the lowering of body temp as they've done intentionally (certainly after the fact) can prevent brain cell death.

Best to you, Jim.

Pinguinite posted on 2025-11-14 12:14:21 Reply Private Reply

#13: Esso To: Pinguinite (#12)

I just got a call from the surgeon, she had a perforated colon, they had to do a colostomy.

They're not sure about her brain function yet, she's been sedated the whole time.

I hope my homeowner's insurance covers it when she sues me.

The other alternative was to let her die, but I really didn't want to have to deal with liquidating her estate.

My step-dad's sister-in-law had a colostomy and lived to be about 90, I think.

What a crappy week.

Esso posted on 2025-11-14 16:50:59 Reply Private Reply

#14: Pinguinite To: Esso (#13)

Seems doing a brain scan thing is in order. And older, long time friend of mine was found collapsed in his apartment after some amount of days, maybe 3 of lying on the floor. He lived alone and had diabetes. They scanned him at the hospital and found minimal brain activity, so the decision was made to not proceed with any extraordinary treatment. He died about 1 week later, I think, never regaining consciousness. That was around 2009.

Pinguinite posted on 2025-11-14 17:41:56 Reply Private Reply

#15: Esso To: Pinguinite (#14)

No new news since the surgeon called yesterday afternoon.

Maybe Kim can explain this tonight when she gets here.

Esso posted on 2025-11-15 13:52:57 Reply Private Reply

#16: Esso To: All (#15)

Kimmy did tell me last night that she thinks there was two separate events going on.

The perforated colon causing the pain and low-grade fever, and the heart stoppage that isn't directly related.

Mary probably has heart damage from the mRNA shots.

I think she's going to call and see what she can find out before coming tonight.

I'm not going to go looking for trouble.

This is the first time my phone has shut up since Wednesday morning.

Esso posted on 2025-11-15 14:35:07 Reply Private Reply

#17: Esso To: Esso (#16)

I talked to Jim's sister's attending physician this afternoon at Porter Valpo. He wasn't her normal doctor or the surgeon.

His synopsis above is accurate there's not much I can add to it.

Her condition is stable. There won't be any diagnostics going on this weekend.

Jim is handling things remarkably well. They weren't very close. I haven't seen her since about 1980. I don't remember her very well.

Pac's worried she's going to sue him. I wouldn't want to have an ostomy.

Kim

Esso posted on 2025-11-15 18:51:09 Reply Private Reply

#18: Esso To: All (#17)

"Jim is handling things remarkably well."

Bad diagnosis.

I wasn't stressed out this bad in my 20s-40s running around in war zones and foreign countries.

Old age is turning me into a weak-ass pussy.

Esso posted on 2025-11-15 19:33:03 Reply Private Reply

#19: Esso To: All (#18)

The hospital just called Jim so I took it. They said his sister's hemoglobin is low and wanted to get authorization for a blood transfusion. That's probably normal after surgery.

They didn't say it was critical so I put Jim on the phone to give the ok. There's just not a lot of choices.

Kim

Esso posted on 2025-11-15 20:10:27 Reply Private Reply

#20: Esso To: All (#19)

I'm glad Kim's here to advise me, even though I don't want her involved. I think it's unethical and wrong.

If Chris is home tomorrow, I should have him take my work truck over to his joint and give it a once-over to make sure it's ready for the road. [He said it's handled]

He did the lawns today for the last time.

I think Valparaiso is on US 30 maybe 100 miles west of me. As I recall, that's where you turn north to get to Portage where my sister lives.

I still don't think there's anything I can do up there, but I suppose I should be prepared.

Esso posted on 2025-11-15 21:07:43 Reply Private Reply

#21: Pinguinite To: Esso (#20)

Best of luck to you two....

Pinguinite posted on 2025-11-16 20:28:48 Reply Private Reply

#22: Esso To: Pinguinite (#21)

Thanks, Neil. There's no new news since they called wanting authorization for a blood transfusion Saturday night.

I might call the hospital later this afternoon and try to get an update, but I don't like bugging them.

I also know better than to go looking for trouble, I always find it. I'm good at the job.

Did it on every continent except Antarctica, if you can even call Oceania a continent.

There's not a fuckin' thing I can do about it, anyhow. I had Chris check out the truck, just-in-case Sunday.

This is a rare instance of me not wanting to know. I'll burn those bridges when the time comes.

Esso posted on 2025-11-18 14:40:09 Reply Private Reply

#23: Esso To: All (#22)

Update: Her bloodwork is better, hemoglobin is in the low-normal range, so probably no major internal bleeding.

They're just getting ready to see if she can breathe on her own without the ventilator.

She's still sedated, but is responding to simple commands via nodding/shaking her head.

It was a banner week. Friday I gave the official okeydokey to move her asshole from her butt to her side, and Saturday night agreed to load her up with HIV/AIDS and mRNA/spike proteins via a blood transfusion.

If she survives, I'm gonna get my ass sued off.

If she doesn't I'm gonna have to deal with her estate 125 miles away.

Lose /lose. I don't think I've ever been there before that I recall.

Running away isn't an option. What a clusterfuck.

I'm still wondering how I became the daddy. I was supposed to be reliving my long lost youth with Kimmy.

Esso posted on 2025-11-18 18:01:13 Reply Private Reply

#24: Esso To: All (#23)

Me and Kim did set a new record for the number of times he'in and she'in in our 32 hours together, exactly 0.0 times.

I never said it was a high record.

Her getting called away Sunday afternoon didn't help anything.

I wanted her to meet Chris when he came over to check out my truck.

When I told her Rainman and his wife wanted us to come over for dinner, last summer, I think, she said, "If I wanted to meet people, I'd join a Lonely Hearts Club."

LOL, that's my girl. I totally understand.

My sister met Rainman in the summer of 2024. I don't remember why she was here, but he didn't leave a good impression. on her.

They're both truck drivers. Rainman is an owner/operator OTR, Mary last worked at the US Steel Gary works moving hot rolls from mill-to-mill, I think.

My first impression was pretty bad also in 2014 or 2015. That's a long story. I tried to run away, but my buddy Miller stopped me.

Esso posted on 2025-11-18 18:47:14 Reply Private Reply

#25: Pinguinite To: Esso (#22)

>>This is a rare instance of me not wanting to know. I'll burn those bridges when the time comes.

Reminds me of what my gang used to say back in the day..... We'll burn those bridges when we come to them.

Pinguinite posted on 2025-11-18 21:06:56 Reply Private Reply

#26: Esso To: Pinguinite (#25)

Welp, things are running like a well oiled machine up there near the Windy City...

I got an unknown call from an area code 219 number that said Merrillville, IN so I picked it up.

It was my sister's neurologist. Apparently, they can't find her and wanted to know what hospital and unit she is in.

ESSO'S PRAYER

Dear God, please give me the patience and the strength to suffer these fools without killing them.

Amen.

Esso posted on 2025-11-19 14:33:26 Reply Private Reply

#27: Esso To: All (#26)

I just talked to Mary's friend Dorothy. She has eyes-on at the hospital.

There hasn't been much change. She's still on a ventilator and has a low-grade fever.

Esso posted on 2025-11-21 14:24:36 Reply Private Reply

#28: Esso To: Dakmar, ghostrider (#27)

My ex-wife seems to be as much or more concerned as my sister's condition.

I'm thinking she could drive me to Merrillville or wherever Mary is at.

We might be able to head north to Mary's house in Portage and see what that clusterfuck is about.

At least I'd have a witness.

Teri wanted to get it it on after Angie's funeral, but Kimmy was on her way.

Her car has cruise control and stuff, the Tacoma, no.

This would be a horrible mistake, but I could lie my way out of it.

Mary gave me physical keys a few years ago, but Dorothy has the alarm codes.

Teri never knew my tradecraft, this might be exciting for her.

I know she's tired of her male pediatric nurse husband. I'll have to pack some rubbers and a dental dam or two.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 01:22:14 Reply Private Reply

#29: Esso To: All (#28)

Somebody told me what a clusterfuck my life was recently, maybe Dakkie or Rainman, but it is what it is.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 01:29:31 Reply Private Reply

#30: Esso To: All (#29)

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 01:32:15 Reply Private Reply

#31: Esso To: noone2222 (#30)

"I don't wanna get my balls blown off!"

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 01:35:09 Reply Private Reply

#32: Esso To: All (#31)

Years ago, me and Punk (Pam) were going down to the Corvette factory in Kentucky or wherever it is and my car threw its timing belt and died. Water pump locked up.

I had it towed back to FW and got another car and we went to Dayton to go to Wright-Patterson AFB to go to the air museum.

Then we went west and north to go the Museum of Science and Industry in Chicago.

There was serious rains, people were riding jet skies in the streets in the Windy city.

We did some serious fuckin' in some dive motel east of Chicago on US30. Nothing else to do.

What a disaster that trip was. 30E back to Ft. Wayne.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 02:05:07 Reply Private Reply

#33: Esso To: Horse (#32)

How much would it cost to have you come up to Ft. Wayne and do some psychoanalysis on me and Dr. Kimmy?

We're both fucked up. Too much death.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 02:34:03 Reply Private Reply

#34: Esso To: All (#33)

"Your honor, I've been a lifelong citizen of Ft. Wayne since I was born. I'm not a flight risk. I'm begging the court to release me on my own recognizance."

"No Mr. Pacman, you killed a man."

"Your honor, can I say one more thing?"

"Yes."

"I was a CIA contractor from 1980 through 1995. If I ever get out of prison, I'll make it my life's work to kill your family and then kill you. Nobody will be able to stop me. I can walk through walls. The government spent a lot of money training me to do that at Langley and Quantico."

"Thirty days contempt of court, suspended. Suspect is released on own recognizance, pending trial."

It never went to trial. The guy that tried to kill me had so many drugs in his system, he would've probably died anyway, but they knew that from the git.

Lost a bunch of nice guns in the house search. My legal-beagle told me not to push the issue. I probably could've gone to prison for threatening the judge, but I think I really scared her.

Chris has all the ones they didn't find including the gun safe that looked like a bench in my basement. I wouldn't mind getting my Uzi back, but I'd probably just shoot somebody else.

Believe it or not. I don't care. Ask Chris across the street. He's a shift commander at the Allen County jail. I'm a creampuff compared to him.

One of the guns I lost was a mint condition GM/Inland M2 select fire carbine I got from my step-dad the retired cop. That was a heartbreaker. I'd taken the select fire parts out and replaced them with surplus M1 parts except the bolt, which was beefier to slow down the rate of fire, but I did run a couple mags through it, full auto on the 4th of July or New Year's when there was a lot of noise going on.

Chris still has the better part of a thousand rounds of .30 carbine. If he still has it, I should tell him to sell it.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 03:57:51 Reply Private Reply

#35: Esso To: All (#34)

I don't know what movie this was from, but the scene where Willem DeFoe puts the 1911 on the table in the bar/restaurant reminded me of my younger days when I outranked any local-yocal.

I thought I'd never die. I still think that, I just do it in a lot of pain now and a lot slower.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 04:09:21 Reply Private Reply

#36: Esso To: All (#35)

Jesus, who am I kidding? I'm so banged up I can't cut my lawn or bend over to fill up my tires, Chris has to do it for me. I'm 15 years past my 'use by' date.

Chris was bitching filling up the tires on my Tacoma last weekend.

"Wait until you get another 15 or 20 years under your belt, big boy." LOL.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 04:22:54 Reply Private Reply

#37: Esso To: All (#34)

"My legal-beagle told me not to push the issue."

His name was Nikos Nakos, Greek or something, a big 2A advocate.

The last criminal lawyer I had was a real cheesedick. Hung my ass out to dry for something I didn't even do.

I wish I could remember the name of the civil lawyer I got for Sling Blade that got his daughter back, a former Marine.

He made such short work of that case, he gave most of the money back.

If my sister survives, she's probably going to sue my pants off for the barbarism I authorized. "Sure, go ahead and move her asshole from her butt to her side."

I would if I was her.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 04:41:06 Reply Private Reply

#38: Esso To: All (#37)

I can't remember if I ate last night. This shit with my sister has me pretty spun-up.

Being the last man standing sure wasn't on my bingo card for 2025.

I'm turning into a weak-ass pussy in my old age.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 04:57:33 Reply Private Reply

#39: Esso To: All (#38)

I suppose I should at least try to get some sleep so I can get cleaned up before Kimmy shows up tomorrow evening or move to Novo Sibursk, Russia with the Garage 54 guys.

I've got my days and nights mixed up, it's almost a quarter past Saturday according to my day clock.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 05:17:31 Reply Private Reply

#40: Horse To: Esso (#33)

I am not much of a grief counselor. My mission from God might take me elsewhere soon after my birthday.

Horse posted on 2025-11-22 07:19:18 Reply Private Reply

#41: Esso To: Horse (#40)

I'm just glad everybody let me sleep this morning.

I think it's the first time in a week.

Esso posted on 2025-11-22 14:18:46 Reply Private Reply

#42: Dakmar To: Esso (#41)

I've got the TeleLoog plugged into Fender 20W amp, fixin to make a video of my groundbreaking slide guitar technique. Film at 11.

Dakmar posted on 2025-11-22 20:43:44 Reply Private Reply

#43: titorite To: Esso (#38)

Stand tall brother

titorite posted on 2025-11-23 10:38:49 Reply Private Reply

#44: Esso To: titorite (#43)

My sister's friend Dorothy called me from the hospital yesterday.

I guess Mary wanted to 'talk' to me.

At best, her voice is a raspy whisper. Between that and my blown-out ears and tinnitus, I could maybe get 15% of what she was trying to say.

Two weeks on a ventilator has her struggling to make utterances. I'm not sure how much is vocal chord damage or brain damage.

The call left more questions than answers.

I'm getting a lot of happy-clappy talk about her condition.

She's probably going to survive, but her independence and mental function is in question.

This will be a rare two day weekend together for me and Doc because of the holiday.

I hope everybody leaves us in peace for a couple days.

We haven't had a 'good' weekend since the beginning of June, I think.

It's always something...

Esso posted on 2025-11-28 14:44:01 Reply Private Reply

#45: Esso To: All (#44)

Via SMS text message: I'm out of ICU. My new room is 2118.

You have to use code [xxx] to get information on me.

That's good news, at least. I hope it was sent by her and not just someone using her phone, like Dorothy.

This event started on Tuesday, November 11, 2025.

Esso posted on 2025-11-28 16:31:56 Reply Private Reply

#46: Esso To: All (#45)

"I hope it was sent by her and not just someone using her phone, like Dorothy."

It was sent by Dorothy on Mary's phone.

The Mike guy that is her late-husband's brother is out of the loop.

I'm not sure why he or me was involved.

I guess I'm the go-to guy to sue now.

Esso posted on 2025-11-28 17:10:18 Reply Private Reply

Source:	Pacman
Published:	2025-11-12
Author:	Pacman
Post Date:	2025-11-12 10:02:06 by Esso
Views:	290

The clot-shots caught up to my sister